new laptop!
it's speedy!
and i've finished transferring everything over to it
huzzah
it is quite excellent.

waiting for the new QI series!
It's been delayed until december for some reason
hey ho.

i will have to live at my dad's a while longer
it's not bad
it's just not home
and he keeps telling me i should get new friends/a job/confidence/something
and plan out the coming year somehow

really i have enough to think about right now.. i'll take life as it comes
apparently that's a bad thing

i've finally agreed to get a psychological profile, which my mum has been insisting on for.. a while now
knowing my luck the psyche will agree with her that i'm depressed, yay <3
or just mad.

mum doesn't want me home because it's good for me to stay here.
i get nagged more, i guess.
i miss my bed.
i worry that jealous is getting dehydrated.. every time i ask mum if she's sprayed the viv she says not yet, even though she's gone in and fed the fish.
i miss having my music on loud enough to sing to.. dad lives in a terrace so can't really, hur
i miss watching dave until silly o'clock

i miss my friends who have selfishly buggered off to uni, tsktsk! no higher education for you.
i need to send this cd off to one of them for her birthday
doubt she'd even notice though, heh
i don't speak to them much any more. i feel like i'm just bothering them. more than usual.
they have their own groups anyway.
i don't know who they are.
but they seem to be happy.
so hey ho.


versteck dich!

also, i love you all <3